"Oh, that's crazy! I want money..." -RT

i felt like blogging before i sleep. i don't know :|
i keep telling myself 'i hope tomorrow will be a good day'
rebekah and i have both been feeling really shitty lately! i mean, i think i've lightened up through out the day...
hm.. i have a feeling i forgot to do some kind of homework.
i'm glad i got what i needed to get done though.
i've done a lot of trying to figure out what to do about things!
i've been told that the life is being sucked from me and that i keep getting miserable each day. not like i want that or anything, of course.
i'm doing a lot of contemplating, too.
i hope i get out of this rut soon.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, shoot i don't know!
iono.

i'm going to bed now.
goodnight.